I have to have a major surgery soon and it will be done under general anesthetic meaning that I will not be knocked out during it.
My greatest fear growing up was being abducted by a serial killer and having him cut my abdomen open and take all my organs out while I'm awake. I have had reoccurring nightmares aboutt this.
This is essentially what they are going to do when I get cut open in a few weeks minus the abduction and intent to kill me.
How can i cope?
Dont worry boogie.
>>18513042
thats where i want to be but how do i get there?
What kind of surgery?
>>18513038
I've had a lot of surgeries. I'm pretty used to it now. They give you a sedative and you fall asleep. It's a very restful sleep and you wake up in what seems to be a few seconds but it's really 1,2 3 hours later.
And every time I wake up I still have all my organs (except when they took out my prostate).
If you are under general anesthesia you will be knocked out and wont be awake for the procedure.
>>18513038
If you don't get the surgery, would you die?
If you will, then not getting the surgery means 100% of chance of dying vs a minimal chance of dying because of a stupid as fuck scenario you made on your mind, you have more chances of dying on the surgery than being kidnapped on a hospital.
It's an institution, they have security standards, if you are still afraid just let a family member or friend to go with you.
>>18513087
Read the OP post.
>>18513038
Tell us when you started having these nightmares, why you think you might be having them.
>>18513087
>take out prostate.
How does peeing works after that, not intent to make fun of, just curious.