Whats it like to have money and a job? I am 25 years old and never had a job before. But I lie to my friends and family and tell them I have a job as a security guard at night. I currently have $24 in my bank account and wont be able to make my next CC payment. Its not that I dont want to get a job, its that im just too scared of failing.
I have made up some pretty elaborate lies with my fake job. Even making up a story that I caught a guy trying to sneak in then went on a hunt to find him through the made up facility that I work at. Anytime my friends ask me to go somewhere that requires money, I have to make up some excuse because I cannot afford it. I still live with my mom, but she is getting older and will probably pass away in a few years.
Wat do? Can I somehow live off the government?
>>18510921
Scared of failing? You're already failing, dipshit. Go get a mcjob, literally any retard can do it so it's probly perfect for you
>>18510932
but right now I am just failing myself, which isnt a big deal. Im scared of failing for others, in front of others
Get a pizza delivery job or a dishwashing job at a restaurant. Both jobs were not fun, but I was desperate for money at the time. Pizza Hut is always looking for drivers and your hours won't be cut because you will be needed. Don't worry about failing, I was a pretty shitty driver who had problems finding the correct houses. They tolerated me during my learning process and I got better with delivering and multi-tasking in the kitchen. Dealing with shitty co-workers (the ones who screws up your orders) and shit managers is another story though.
It feels good to have financial freedom.
>>18510958
just driving normally scares me. I hate going out because I have to drive. Dishwashing doesnt seem bad tho
>>18510921
I get that you're afraid of failure, and that sucks. Everybody is afraid of it to some extent. It's a part of life though, just as much as succeeding is. And you can't learn without failing. Start looking for jobs, anything really just to get a start. You'll be glad you did, having more money will feel great. And you will also have a larger sense of purpose. You will fail at some point, I.e you'll make a mistake - shit happens, we're all humans and make mistakes. What you're doing now, living in a type of limbo is far far worse. You need to take the plunge and get out there, you can do it anon. Best of luck
>>18510921
I'm 29 and have a mortgage, student loans, various utility bills, home repair bills, car repair bills, food costs, and credit card bills. Just because you have a job doesn't mean you have money. I live paycheck to paycheck :)
>>18510958
Why do you suggest him those nigger jobs? That'll only make him more miserable. He needs a normal job like the one he made up. Work as a police officer, window cleaner, painter, construction work, but not shitty cancerous fast food "jobs" that pay shit and motivates even shittier.