So there is this guy that I am still hurting over whom I haven't spoken to in ages.
When I feel very anxious I build up things I would say if he came back, (which is impossible now). So much that I have been making really...slutty content in hopes of showing him one day. I regret being a prude when we were together and I haven't loved anyone since.
I have all these thoughts and worries and cares that I realize I can't share with anyone, and it makes me hurt in a certain way.
What do?
If you're never going to see him again, just get to know other people and forget about him. It's pointless to dwell on the past.
>>18509589
Kinda sounds like your looking for betaoribters here
There areenough fish in the sea, OP. You need to get out there and meet someone else to get over him.
>>18509589
why did he think you where prude?
Dont let anyone make you do things you really dont want to do. Honestly, you will regret it. I had 3 guys braking up with me, because i wasnt ready to loose my virginity and they wouldn't wait. In the end I am glad I lost my virginity when I was 18, because I had a great partner back then. Of course you'll walk around like an innocent naiv little thing, before you are mature enough to do what guys want you to do, but fuck that! Who cares? Even if it takes an even longer time. Others will respect you for it and especially YOU will respect yourself for giving yourself the time you need
>>18509803
I wouldn't send him nudes and I'm 20 now and don't want to lose my virginity to anyone else..