Depressive Syntomes and Relationship Experience.

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>21 y.o.
>student
My last year has been very hard for me.
Around over 1 year ago I started developing depressive syntomes which kept me from studying and have stagnated my academic progress. For the last year, while waiting for a therapy slot, I have tried to catch up to my peers, but failed.
This caused me to be come increasingly isolated from my year as I wasn't following their curriculum.

To help counter this, I consistently went to two weekly student dinners. And trained climbing 4 times a week. I still have a few male friends I hang out semi-regularly.

Things seem to (very) slowly be getting better.
But...
>Early diagnostics indicate that it isn't a simple depression, rather a complex personality deficiency which may need long-term treatment.
>University was supposed to be the most fun time of my life.
>l expected to gather more relationships experiences at uni. Haven't had a long term relationship and still virgin.

I feel my time is ticking at that every day I am not gathering relationship experience, the more I am falling behind my peers. And making myself less and less attractive due to inexperience. The worry of long-term therapy is not making it easier.
>What can I do in my situation to still gather relationship experience?
>Had similar experiences?