How do I stop wanting to smoke weed when it's the only thing that makes me happy for a while?
Just just scammed and feeling like shit, this is the second time I got scammed for weed.
Also my parents have to scrap up the cash and I just waste it like this, I didn't even buy food I went to buy weed instead.
What the fuck is wrong with me and how do I get back on the right track?
Feeling extremely sad since I know my parents are struggling and working their ass off and I just spend money like this.
>>18507602
Get off your butt and get a job. Find a hobby other than weed. Do simple goals. Take b-12 to get back energy to do things. Don't eat garbage. Do family things with family, like eating dinner together, watching tv, etc.
>>18507602
>that obstacle course
oops I broke my ankle because modernity
>>18507616
I live in a different country, alone. I have trouble getting a job since the laws of this country are different for citizens of the country where I was born. Feeling bad should be enough to want to stop smoking though, but I don't do much during the day anyway, and don't have money for a hobby. It's a cursed circle.
>>18507636
There are plenty of things you can do as a hobby that do not cost much. Drawing, writing, reading books, paper crafts, etc. And if a job is hard to procure, then see what odd jobs off the record you can find, such as helping a neighbor, or local community. Work on yourself. Take up jogging and self-discipline. Set up a budget for yourself, taking care of how much money you have and how much everything costs to live. Manage your money with quality in mind.
Go play old school runescape very time consuming, runs on any pc. Plus side you can seel 1 mil for 0.80 cents or more