It's time to make something of myself, but I am too exhausted all of the time. I only make it to my part time job and to my doctors appointments. Please save me. Why don't I have the will and energy of a normal person?
This might have something to do with living alone and not having any money to blow on cheap thrills.
sounds like me except I live with my parents
and I don't care about doing something of myself atm
>>18498614
>>18498762
Same. Debating if I should impulsively kill myself just to stop having to deal with my inevitable future problems. desu I had a good run and sure I still have a few laughs today but nothing really worth staying around for. I guess another day alive to laugh or cry beats an eternity of being dead. right now, I'm just forcing myself to complete my education and move on in life in attempt to find something redeeming. I don't think ill find it though.
huh
bump
>>18498614
for me i figured out it is heavily affected by the people I hang out with. found a person or two that i really appreciate, also one that i for the first time in my life i can say gets me.
and suddenly all the trivial things in life are fun. the world is a huge opportunity not a pain. it's addicting like a drug.
don't know do you need the right person or the right something else tho.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0
>>18499967
watching your link
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2/3
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>>18500030
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