My social life is nonexistent, all my friends have cut me out of their lives, my physical health and emotional well-being are rapidly deteriorating, and I have absolutely nobody to talk to about it and no hope of recovering anything I've lost or moving on with my life and actually trying to start a career. I had a normal life at one point and hopes and aspirations like anybody else and now I don't even have that much. I barely even know what the date is half the time. Two weeks can pass and I won't even realize it. My life is escaping me in huge chunks.
It's just not right, it shouldn't be this way. I almost feel like I'm living in some awful alternate universe where everything is upside-down and there's no way I can fix any of it. Bright patches are few and far in between. This is an existence, but it's not much of a life. I have some talents and people who care about me but there's so much wrong that I can barely find any reason to be happy.
I don't know how to end this rambling mess of a post. I just wish things could be better. Sharing this mainly because I just want to talk about it all.
>>18493802
Do you have the capacity to kill yourself? If not just wait till you die.
>>18493802
Who gives a shit?
4chan is absolutely useless for advice.
You are screaming down a well.
>>18493802
You're young. You sound young. Life has ups and downs, cycles. Some cycles are fun,social, etc. Others are times when you regroup yourself for the next up time.
>>18493831
>You're young.
Somewhat, but that's changing quickly.
stoics and meditation my man, helped me hehe
I felt this way for three years and gained 50 pounds, which made it super hard. I had to move to another country and lost contact with almost everyone. Honestly just find anything that interests you. For me, animal rescue saved my life. I have found amazing friends and people who care. Reach out to anyone, seriously, my husband couldn't get me out of my funk. Good luck, op!
>>18493873
>>18493881
Thanks, folks. I'm up against a huge obstacle here but I'm going to try my best.