So I don't really know what's going on. I don't know what's wrong with me. For some reason my emotions just work really weird. My uncle passed a while ago, and I've never shed a tear although I respected him and acknowledge he was a great person. Almost nothing irl ever could make me sad, even if I see horrid horrible shit that's happened or happening. I figured out a couple years ago that my grandma who I love more then anything was diagnosed with lung cancer. Never once felt sad or worried, and even when she was bald and was looking like she'd be gone I never felt sad once even though I love her with all of my heart. But for some reason if I'm watching or consuming any sort of medium (tv,movies,whatever) I can relate and become attached and can be immersed in a place with fake people very easily and can feel for them and get to the point of crying and feel like I know them better then people I actually know. I don't get it, I don't know what's wrong with me. What do you think?
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>>18492374
I have the same thing - only fictional stuff can make me sad (well, bad things happening to cats, too, but only that). Didn't cry at my grandpa's death, wasn't even moved, never relate like that to anything in real life, while movies, even unintentionally, make me teary-eyed.
It's weird, but you're not the only one, at least.