I'm dealing with a lot of stress and anxiety lately.
I'll spare the details as to what is the concrete source as it sorta stems from my mindset.
I was brought up with this "do or die" mentality by my parents (my mom is a proper tiger mom) and although it does pay off most of the time I feel like it's coming at the cost of my sanity. I'm constantly stressed and I'm too deep in this workaholic lifestyle that I can't break out without disappointing everyone.
I used to have a decent set of friends, a gf, a band, be an active member in clubs and whatnot. I don't want to be overdramatic about it but I'm pretty terrified that I'm gonna end up a failure and alone at this rate.