So I am such an autist that I can't even tell my own emotions.
I have a friend that I have known for 3 years now, he was the one that really allowed me interact with the world and pulled me out of the shadows. I can't tell if I have feelings for him or not but I really enjoy every moment I am around him.
The other problem is that I met somebody a month or two ago who confessed to me about a week ago and I accepted thinking I could find out what love was and that even if I don't hold any emotions for him now that some may develop over time, I feel like I am lying to myself as I am bathed in complements about my looks that mean nothing to me. I just feel like a terrible person who is deceiving this guy that I don't really feel much for.
What do I even do, I already know I am going to step on some toes no matter what happens.
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