Always unsure of myself

>>18487671
Your mother is the problem.
Don't talk to your cunt mother anymore.

>>18487691

That is actually the problem.

>>18487671
Sounds to me that you just need to experience more intense emotions. I remember that I was quite insecure about my life before I experienced my very first, debilitatingly severe panic attacks. After those, when I recovered slowly, it became easy for me to avoid second-guessing my desires and dreams.

Just do something you have never done before, OP. Easy for me to say, I know, but travel somewhere alone, treat it like a quest from a computer game, that you just need to complete it and analyse the details about it later. Just say to yourself "I am going to X museum in the X town and take the full tour and then go back home" or "I am going to X town and have a beer by myself, maybe make small talk with a stranger, then QUEST ACHIEVED and head back home".

Trust me OP. I am probably more mentally fucked up than you, and I found a perfect solution for myself.

Watch the youtuber called "Elliott Hulse" for motivation, he does some fitness-related stuff but he introduced me to this concept in the beginning. Good luck!