My worst fear is this. Tonight I have a patient I know I won't be able to get blood from, as everyone else barely got anything on other shifts. I'm the senior nurse but I'm still so new. There are only 2 other nurses and they are newer than me. I'm terrified.
My anxiety is so bad it's doing that "death would be a better feeling right now" bullshit and I can breathe.
Then 5 admits are coming in.
I'm going to explode.
>>18487051
people being upset has nothing to do with you personally, try not to internalize it.
Pretend to be an angry black woman.