Seriously, living in southeast asia, life was bad, still bad now, mom dad divorced since I was 9. Living with mom, she's good at keeping the food on the table but she didn't help me anything much in life. Had a change to go to college but couldn't cuz delayed score-sheet returning. Started working since then and now I'm 23y.o and have been through lot of jobs and changes but man... Life suck somehow, now I'm just jobless looking for something to work but no one call me.
Stay at home for too long I'm starting to consider suicide.
But the thing is, I'm a ambitious little kid then and now. Want to give something to the world. Want to do something for the future not just mine but for others too.
But why am I so.... So... Useless right now....
Anyone know a way to work this out ? Or someone have been through the same ? Anyone's out there ?
We're here anon, you got dealt a challenging hand, now you've got to maneuver life, what do you want to do? How do you want to give back?
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Thank you. To reach out for me. I want to... Dedicate a part of my life for the world. Not to be famous, not to be some crazy ass like those who ramble the earth right now. I want to create something. Or at least change something, anything. For now, I'm trying to turn the whole thing around. Since I have no high qualification, no degree, I once thinking about finding a way to study football/soccer couching. But don't know how. But that for the future plan I guess.. Just for now. Any advice how can I do something to bring food to the table ? I try so much but in my country right now it's so hard to find a job.
And now I couldn't sleep. Great..... Head starting to hurt.
Save me.