Samefag from /b/.
Going to rehab soon, for alcohol. Have some pretty good anxiety to begin with. Shake a little all the time, avoid people at all times, couldn't pass speech class in high school because I had panic attacks on stage every time I tried to give speech, took SSRI's for about a year because I knew I would just abuse benzos if I got 'em.
Think I can get them to give me benzos? Or, what do to get them? I'm quitting opiates, booze and other shit. Now I really need something to control this shit. It's been years. I want a life.