spanking

Everybody's got kinks, nothing wrong with you until you actually start spanking a little girl so my advice is don't actually become a pedo.

>>18483177
I'm getting pretty desperate. I've probably read every single relevant story on the internet, more than once.

Do you possibly know where I can find a video? Not of an actual child though lol, just not something glaringly fake or sexual.

>>18483186
Sorry dude youre still a pedo even if you dont act on it. Id get help before you ruin a childs life and your own.

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>>18483170

>General thoughts?

>>18483251

Like, I have no desire to do anything more to them. I'd never actually act it out, I'd feel too bad. I don't know why it turns me on so much because I really don't think I'm a pedo, as I'm not attracted to the girls. I just want to see them hit on a certain area until they cry.

>>18483277
you can go to thailand and probably do that

>>18483260
does it make it less creepy that I'm a teenage girl? I'm absolutely not a lesbian so it can't be said the drive comes from attraction to the girls.

>>18483295
Not creepy, but kinky.

>>18483302
Hmm. I may actually prefer it done to me, but I'm scared to go and find someone. For now, I want good videos and I can't find any.

>>18483295
I think it's fine to harm children as long as all you do is cause them pain and you don't like molest them or anything. you just hurt them and then later you masturbate and think about hurting them. no big deal

Wow, you might have the most severe daddy issues of anyone I've ever seen

>>18483319
Okay, cool. thanks for the advice.

Kek but fr what am I supposed to do? I can't make it go away, I've been trying since it started, around the time I was eight. Reading stories online has worked but I'm pretty sure I've read them all by now. And the fetish is getting stronger :/

>>18483319
Give me your address so I can put a bullet through your skull, plz.

>>18483329

Honestly, you should see a therapist. Freud would have a field day with you. A teenage girl, non-lesbian, who is exclusively turned on by videos of little girls being spanked. Be warned though, if the "little girls" you specify are child-age, the therapist might be obligated to tell the police since you might represent a threat to yourself or others in their eyes. But since you're a female I'm sure they wouldn't do anything. Institutionalized sexism.

But yeah, you should see a shrink. This is clearly not normal sexual behavior or thoughts. I'm guessing you had an unusual childhood, probably involving molestation or abuse. Your life is going to be a fucking disaster unless you get it fixed.

>>18483329
have some daughters. and I'm not saying you should be abusive, but just wait until they really deserve it. One of these days they're bound to really deserve an ass beating, and then you'll be justified in doing it and you can save that memory forever and masturbate about it

>>18483346
Yeah I am pretty sure I was molested by my grandpa and possibly my uncle, and it's a repressed memory. But one day a repressed memory came back to me, the memory was my uncle holding me down at six years old and spanking me well past the point of tears, and then he held me tight until I stopped crying, all while my mom watched. For a while I couldn't think of it without getting a panic attack. But yea, I'm pretty sure that and a few other occurrences caused this.

>>18483170
Well, I mean suicide is always an option

>>18483415
Nah there's so much more to life than sexual things. Just because my stupid brain feels the need to limit my sexuality to this doesn't make me any more inclined than I already am to kill myself.

>>18483365
Haha, if I ever have kids I'm not using corporal punishment on them ever. No way am I risking they end up like me

>>18483329
Write your own stories, jesus do you have no imagination?? Stay away from children

>>18483170
Well, I'm more fucked, I can't get hard if there is isn't the next elements:
Affection
Kisses
Cuddling
[spoiler]handholding[/spoiler]

I'm fucked up, most modern porn has no effect on me

Spanking its relatively common on today standards.

>>18483637
Yea pretty much. Was really into writing for a while but it just doesn't do anything for me.

>>18483170

What about it turns you on?

>>18483821

do you need to see penetration? if not, R rated type non-porn would do it for you, right?

>>18484849

Penetration? No nothing of the sort. I just want to see a girl slapped on her butt until she cries.

>>18484846
I really don't know.

>>18484999
>>18484993
I'm the same op, just switch little girls with late teens (16 and up) and early 20s.

Some porn still does it for me. And luckily my gf seems to be into it (but so far I only tried very playful and very light ones, never even made her bottom pink).

I think my ex gf is responsible for this. She was spanked growing up, and asked me to do it for ger a couple of times.

>>18485453

I'm glad I'm not alone! Young adults do it for me too but usually they act like slutty during it "I'm a bad girl daddy" and that is a hugee turn off.

So you never liked it before ex gf?

>>18485502
Oh, Im totally against fake stuff too.
Im more into the control, and the "humiliation"/"tension"(?)

No never, I never even got one nor did my brother. Still I have an insanely high sex drive, and this isnt my only kink. But definetly the strongest.

I even befriended some teens before, just to talk about this kind of things. But after sometime I always need to say goodbye, as being older and from a different country it wouldnt even lead to anything.

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have you tried 2d?

>>18485726
Only a little. I didn't like the exaggerated chibi action style it tends to have. Recommended sites?

>>18483170
Kys

>>18485502
>>18485563
ok now fuck

Better than BBC/sissy hypno at least.

Guys I can't fap to straight porn anymore I tried no fap for a week and a half but it had no affect

It all started with traps/femboys a year ago and its just guys

How do I go back to being straight

>>18485937
nhentai.net
search for spanking english and loli if you only want the little girls, I dont really see ones that focus on only spanking though, mostly like 1-2 pages so you've got to use your imagination to fill in the blanks.

>>18486723
nibba u gay

>>18483170
''normal porn'' is lame as fuck, I get turned on with sexchat, cute girls with chokers and kinky fantasies while we send each other sexy videos, that's hot, or maybe some omegle videos of girls undressing and being horny.

>>18483170
Like this? lol
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUoA0xyW_vc

Go to a sex therapist. They might be able to do some aversion therapy and conditioning to give you less legally problematic kinks.

Like maybe turning your spanking fetish for girls into a spanking fetish for sorority girls or something.