Should I look up my girlfriends ex boyfriend on facebook? The

Don't worry too much about it, as long as you had unique experiences that this guy didn't have, you'll have something to remember anyway. Sex isn't all that important unless you really put it on a pedestal.

>>18481242

why did he have so much sex in high school and I had none?

Girls dream about a white wedding with all of their family around. All I wanted was to lose my virginity.

>>18481195
You're depressed, and depression is always a cycle. Break the cycle. Stand up right now, leave the computer, go outside, and walk for three miles in one direction. When you get back, have a glass of water and plan to do something you've never done.
Your obsession with your gf's first bf is a cuck fetish trying to be born. Abort that shit. Block him on facebook so you can't see his profile.
Live in the present and enjoy every ounce of pleasure your gf gives you now.
Figure out why you cheat on your gf.
Nothing was wrong with you in high school. Something will be wrong with you if you don't stop trying to relive your high school years. Live in the present. Now is the only moment that still exists.

>>18481275

but, get this. What if it isn't a cuck fetish, but an excuse?

What if I really just want to be a hoe, but I'm scared there isn't an endgame to that?

I'm 26, soon to be 27. if i ever have children, the likelihood of them having autism just gets higher and higher. i want children, but i also enjoy playing the field.

I've had a lot of setbacks in life, so i'm 26 just earning my bachelor degree. I'm not at a place maturity wise with people my age. I'm still a kid, but I feel like I'm expected to do so much more, but I don't want to do any of it, right now.

>>18481282
Why are you still sitting at the computer, anon? Three miles. Now.