I done goofed, is it too late?

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So there is this girl that I've kind of known for quite a few years (I frequently shopped where she used to work)

Last year we started getting a bit friendlier and she gave me her number saying I should come over to her place sometime. We texted back and fourth for a while but nothing ever happened because we had conflicting work schedules so there really wasn't much of a chance to get together, even though I really wanted to and she seemed pretty interested.

Around late July-August all the acid and other drugs I was using put me in a really bad place and I stopped texting with her and pretty much ignored her when I saw her because I convinced myself she was poisoning my soul and I was better off without her.

When she told me she was going to be losing her job I didn't even give a "wow that sucks", and on her last day I never even said goodbye.

So I haven't seen or talked to her since the day before Thanksgiving, and ever since New year's I've felt really bad and have been missing the hell out of her. I wanted to call or text since then but never did, then the other night I had this dream about her a couple nights ago and for the past couple days she's all I can even think about. I just can't get her out of my head.

Did I dun goof, and is it too late to try and get back in touch with her? I'm mostly in a much better place than I was a year ago and I just want to feel the way she made me feel again. No matter how shitty my day was going she was able to put a smile on my face, I just want to smile again.

What do /adv/?