Love, if ever bittersweet

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Guys, I need some serious help and I don't know where I should turn

It's been over two years and I just can't get over this girl.

you know when you meet the perfect person but then life happens and shit gets in between you? yeah, well basically that happened. Or more precisely, her mother happened.

Now, two years later we are still in touch, she keeps sending me mixed messages.
I know that this is what everyone would call the friendzone and that she is just basically having a deathgrip around my balls, but I don't think I would have it any other way.

One day she basically refuses to aknowledge my existence and the next she is the one lighting up my phone.

Is there any way to salvage this at this point or should I just really finally realize that she is the one that got away and move on with my life.

I really don't want to break contact with her again.