I have an issue where I am very cognizant when I begin to date a girl and I always seem to make myself not want to be her after awhile. Is it because we never had that 'oomph' or am i just sabotaging shit? Help guise.
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>not want to be her after awhile
you're not meant to become her when you date her anon. you're not doing it right.
Besides the typo, it sounds like disinterested abandon and self sabotage. There is something going on in your life and you need to fix it before you're sane enough to date someone.
It also sounds like you're emotionally unavailable. When was the last time you allowed yourself to be vulnerable with a woman.
Yeah, sorry for the typo. I am an idiot after all. I meant I don't want to be with her. I started being open after I broke up with my ex because I was closed off beforehand. I just never get far with a woman because I just stop feeling it as if we just don't click. I try to enjoy my time, but it feels so alien and different than my past that I never fully enjoy it or look forward to it. Kind of feels super with them compared to the past, desu.