Lately I've been sad.
Like, really really sad.
This isn't depression. It's more like a weird state of insanity. Sleep basically doesn't exist for me and eating is a varying battle. I twitch and shutter and pull my hair. I want to scream at the top of my lungs and cry my eyes out. I started feeling like this recently and am sort of confused.
This might sound stupid, but I'm serious.
I can keep you updated if you wish. I don't mind. Maybe I can get help.
>>18472213
Get help immediately. This isn't a matter for /adv/, seek out a psychiatrist.
You can call emergency numbers, and don't be afraid of a psych ward. They just want to help you to get better and be functional again.
A psych ward? I... I can't do that. I just can't. I'm having a breakdown just thinking about that. Electronic shock therapy. Medication turns my brain to putty. I couldn't go through that.
>>18472290
Dude, I've been there. You get on antidepressants and are able to have sessions with the therapists there, and depending you either stay there in the room or afterwards get home. Either way this will help you. At least any kind of therapy, because the ward is for real emergencies.
I don't think I need any therapy though... I'm just sad. Everyone gets sad. I'm fine... Right?