what's the point of getting outta bed in the morning? I keep doing it because of my peers And I find suicide counterproductive (spiritually). I try being a better person everyday. I lift weights, I draw cute drawings, I write stories,etc. I just cant imagine living like this for 60-70 more years. Should I try drugs? Accelerate my death? Purposely get myself killed? I'm so fucking sad and I don't even know why. I don't want to live in self pity but this self improvement shit hasn't been working. Every hobby just frustrates me and I cant pursue something without having some sort of existential dread.
please tell me I'm not alone
please
>>18470953
You aren't alone. Really.