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So I Just may Be Manic..or.. 2017-06-28 03:49:09 Post No. 18463742
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So I Just may Be Manic..or.. 2017-06-28 03:49:09 Post No. 18463742
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So i here messages in music?
It's been going on for a while.
Comes and goes.
They, the bands seem to have distinct messages, tell me what im doing wrong, how i need to hold on, devil trying to steal my soul.
>That kinda stuff
I feel up lifted alot of times, they say im on my way upwards, basically.
Other times, its that satan guy only looking for me to sell my soul.
Telling me of the things i'll receive if i only give that up.
Not every message is directed at me, just like not every convo you hear is directed at you.
>I try to logically think about it through.
i know it doesnt make sense, but the music makes sense to me??!?
Im honestly pretty lost at this point.
Cant stop drinking, getting pretty damn parinoid.
I dont wanna even post this is fear of it not being anon, and being linked back to me.
This is the fourth time ive seeked help, so please offer any advice?
Im growing weary of all this.
I havent even begun to explain whats going on in this noggin of mine,
>Help, Please?
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>>18463742
"most" of the time from my experience when people are truly going under mentally they cannot even recognize it. The fact that you are worried about it is a good sign
a lot of the time I just get the urge to really, really awful shit to people. like throwing water in there face or just hitting them. I can recognize that I have the intrusive thoughts but there nothing more than that. its just very frustrating
but like you've heard a thousand times on /adv/ don't take advice from us as absolute truth. if it gets really bad talk to a psychologist.
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>>18463742
So you think the bands are singing about you?
That's some top tier narcissism anon
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Well, havent reaaly explained it correctly, but i believe it mostly, with some little contempt.
Some doubt.
Im really seeing if someone could prove me wrong?
There is something off, i know that 100%.
Whether its me or the outside world?
>Fuck if i know
>>18463749
If what i feel is even remotely real, that would make you not real. Take them apples, HA!
But really, if im mentally not all there, you proud of yourself for kicking me while im down?
I'm scared anon, and youre not helping but confirming some facts.
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Anyone?
Im spilling my secrets here fuckers!!
>i know what a gun barrel tastes like
I need sensation, if not, pain.
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