Okay so about 2 years ago my mom died of what we thought was overdose. We tried to get her to quit but we understood why she did it because she was badly abused as a child but after renovating my dad's (and used to be my moms) room we found a suicide note and on the note it said what she took and why she did.i had coped with her death and I was completely fine now but after 2 years learning that it was suicide not an accident I don't know how to feel I have a very depressed and unwanted feeling. Any advice?
Get professional help. Talk to a therapist.
>>18463252
She didn't kill herself because of you OP. She didn't commit suicide because she didn't want you or didn't love you. She chose to do it out of problems she had with herself, not you.