How to get over this one
17yo
I purposely ran away from home because I hated my life, however I was inspired by someone else I'd heard about doing the same thing and thought "fuck that's a really cool thing to do" but the cops found me and told everyone where I was, where as I actually wanted to just sort of dissappear and not want anyone to know where I am.
How do I get over it, like move on and accept the fact that I wasn't properly "missing"