Girl problems

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I don't know what to do guys.

I've been talking to this girl on and off for a while. Going on 3 years now. I really do love her, but she just doesn't get it.

When we first started, everything was fine and then she became emotionally abusive and manipulative. She'd always yell at me and everything. A few months later, we became friends and then she blocked me because she said I was bein creepy.

ANOTHER FEW MONTHS LATER, she comes back, she told me she missed the way we talked, so we started talking again. Romantically. She said she wasn't ready for it. She left again. She came back a month later, everything was fine, then she left.

She tried to come back another time, I told her I was talking to someone new, that made her upset and she left, but I felt bad and tried to fix it. She's back again, but she says I'm too depressed and she can't handle it on top of her other problems.

We've never officially been together... We've just talked. I thought she loved me. I feel like she just uses me as an emotional tampon when she really feels lonely. I feel like she can care less. I need help. I have panic attacks over this and I don't want her to leave, but I feel like we'll never truly be together.