Wtf is going on

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>female friend
>ex relationship
>still very close friends
>interested in some guy she met online too far away to ever happen realistically
>downright in the deepest throes of love for him
>but not together
>I know she has feelings for me still too
>wanted to spend the day with me and stay the night at my house while I'm at work (night shifts)
>agree, but wanna try and impress her
>look good, smell good, clean everything
>we spend the day together having fun and she's impressed with how I look, keeps shit testing me trying to make me jealous
>I either laugh about it or reveal her attempts to get me jealous in a humorous, physical way.
>stay confident, teasing and flirt when I feel like she's earned it

>We end up back home later in the evening, we end up chilling in my bed and doing some goofy question thing
>She says she wants us to get back together probably as much as I do, then anxiousky verifies I do.
>But can't because she is at the peak of love for this other guy, it wouldn't feel right to her no matter how unrealistic she knows it is
>We end up playing some mobile games together, she asks me to read to her and cuddles against me
>She asks if I want to make out and see where it goes
>I think we should
>Long pause
>"No we can't"
>It gets late and I get ready for work, I have a few minutes left over and she says we should cuddle
>we get very close and end up just looking each other straight in the eyes
>Tell her we really should kiss, long pause, she goes for cheek I go for mouth
>She shakes her head no but still smiles, I kiss her on the cheek as she snuggles in closer
>alarm goes off, time for me to go

So wtf is going on here with my ex?