Lost

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general "don't know what to do with my life" post

thrown out of school, rough time growing up
finished high school and just packed my shit up at 18 and went traveling, I only work odd jobs for a few month then I'm back on the road.

I get along with people, but I'm not at all inclined to build relationships- in fact the longer I spend around people the less comfortable I am.
Haven't really been attracted to anyone in years truth be told, the partners I've had really carried the relationships because I Was nonchalant at best

I know I need a career, that is certain
My two friends say I should take up English teaching, but I'm not sure
The one person in my family I talk to says I should join the army
I was leaning towards business for a while, but I just couldn't commit to four years study in my home country

While I enjoy travel I'm just so tired now, I can barely eat three meals a day and get the basic things done like washing clothes.
Quitting drinking might pay off in the long run, but for now it just saps me or enthusiasm for living; instead of spending all day drunk I just sit around agitated with nothing to do