Starting to feel suicidal, help.

My husband with his psycho emotionally incestuous mother and sister who told him to leave me and try to get custody of our child is not leaving me and trying to get custody of our child. She's only 1 and I've been a stay at home mom the whole time. His bitch sister has been a fuck to me since the day we announced we were married and basically got pregnant on purpose right after to force her BF of three yrs to wife her.

At least you don't have a kid. I don't know what I'm going to do. If I get a job I'll lose spousal support and time with my baby. If I stay with her at home I'll be alone with a baby and sudden loneliness after 5 years. My family's all far away and I'm carless and financially dependent on him. He was so much more interested in being a good husband when I was pregnant.

>>18457335
Sorry to hear that, few months ago I used to hope that I had gotten my fiance pregnant so we had a reason to stay together. But I couldn't imagine the struggle, best wishes to you in this situation for sure.

Last bump appreciate any insight.

>>18457312
>I don't want to place any more stress on my family than there already is.
I get that man. The thing is, nobody wants to cause stress to their loved ones. I'm sure your dad doesn't want to stress you guys, but he can't help it. And you can't either. If you keep bottling this up you might end up trying to kill yourself too, you may even be successful, and that will stress your family out more than anything else you can do. Talk to them, it might not help but it might. And it'll cause them a lot less stress than burying you at 26.

Easier said than done though, I get that. I'm pretty suicidal myself currently. I've spoken to loads of friends and my mum about it in the past, so I'm not going to pretend that talking it out is some magic cure because it really fucking isn't. You just need to take each day as it comes. Every day that goes by is another day we haven't killed ourselves. Good luck man.