is there a name for my struggle

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I believe I might be a hoarder, but not a physical one, I accumulate films, music, books and plans for the future, this mean I have notebooks filled with new stuff that I found to read, watch, listening or do
70% of that stuff is probably garbage I wont like but it's still there like a pending list and this list keeps growing so the low percent of stuff I like gets buried on the stuff im only curious by

this is causing me depression and axiety, I want to be a writter, musician and film director, so my mind thinks I must know everything so I keep lurking for more inspiration everyday without enjoying anything, is there a name for this? Im kinda like the guy who left the food he likes for the end and eats the bad stuff first, but I keep dumping food on my plate