I have no energy or the will to do anything ever. I feel tired always and only am slightly awake when I'm drinking coffee and energy drinks that I'll have throughout the day. I've given up on everything, my apartment is a wreck (I used to be OCD about keeping things organized), and I have classes starting soon that I'm afraid I'll fail because I just can't motivate myself to do any work. I spend all my free time in front of the computer bored out of my mind.
Is this just normal depression or could it be that I've been drinking way too much caffeine and it's put me in a permanent state of nearly asleep? I had more caffeine than usual last night and felt almost normal for once.
Stop fapping for a few days OP.
I'm not saying join the nofap cult but it helps me out.
You might be depressed, I mean you are showing all tge signs. Start dping some light exercise and est something like a banana every day, that will help.
>>18444735
I don't fap more than twice a week maybe. Requires too much effort.
>>18444743
I was riding my bike about every day, but haven't been on in almost a month after I made an ass of myself in front of a large group of people. Maybe giving that up is what has made things worse than usual.
Start with cleaning up your apartment. You need a clear space that's free of distractions. Also lay off the energy drinks or at least limit to one a day, then to one every other day. Or switch to black tea or just plain black coffee for a bit.