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Why don't you buy some tools for home gym? Even a treadmill or something for amateur weightlifting would be good in the beginning. If you have the willpower to devote yourself to that you can find tons of good material on internet too.
As for the moving to a different place. That isn't guaranteed to work, especially if nothing about you change. The environment is important, but it's only a frame, you are the picture. I also suggest not to fucking ever think on depending on your hobbies to sustain yourself. The people who manage to do that are very few, and even with talent you're not guaranteed to succed in that. Too risky. Stick with the "having a job with an accettable pay an enough free time to do the things I like" thing and you'll be fine.
As for the take care of yourself in general, the only things that comes to mind is to constantly challenge yourself. Find things that put you on the edge, find the limits of your body and mind, try to reach and break them. Analyze yourself, your habits, the situations, find the most efficient and effective ways to deal with things.
Hope this answers

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>>18444351
OK roasty op, what u need in ur life is a drive, an idea u strive toward. If u want to truly change, u have to go thru pain.

I'll leave u with this, man can not remake himself with out suffering, for he is both the marble and the sculptor.

>>18444351

Take it easy, you're 19, just a wee baby in the grand scheme. You're just starting out as an adult so it's no wonder you don't know everything yet. It's normal to struggle when you're young, don't think you're a huge failure. You aren't.

Your questions basically add up to 'how do I become a complete, self-actualized person in a hurry?'. The short answer is that there's no easy path to being a healthy, functioning, happy adult. It takes a lot of work and a lot of practice. One easy way to feel better: start doing yoga at home, there are free videos all over the place and you don't need to be in good shape to start doing it, nor do you need special equipment. Also: instead of trying to pretend to know what you need, here's a reading assignment: 'Happiness' by Matthieu Ricard.

You will lose weight when you eat well and exercise regularly, but you won't do those things until you feel secure and have sufficient self-compassion, which that book will help you acquire. After that considering reading 'Full Catastrophe Living' by Job Kabat-Zinn and 'Man's Search for Meaning' by Viktor Frankl. Once you have compassion for yourself and can focus your mind you'll find it's easy to figure out how to live well. Losing weight, making friends, finding jobs-- all these things have easy paths once you train your mind and body appropriately. It just takes time and effort and a bit of coaching.

It's good to move, and you're wise to do it. It won't make you feel any better, just so you're prepared for that, but it'll help you see what problems are due to outside circumstances, like where you live and being around family, and which are within your own mind. Most are within you, so moving around won't solve them.

You can't out-exersize a bad diet. Moreover, you can cause damage to your joints with high-impact (tldr cardio) movements, and that shit sucks.

Start counting calories.

Don't discount drawing. If you're mediocre, get better.