long story short, i prefer isolation for months on end over socialization with other people my age. I have depression and social anxiety, but i'm probably a sperg as well. all relationships with girls/guys i have always end up falling out.
i have plans with one of my only friends today and i'm not looking forward to it at all. i felt obligated to hang with her since we haven't seen each other in awhile
most 18 year old girls i know can't stand having no plans for more than a couple days. i always go months without plans and don't mind it. why am i like this?
your brain isn't done developing until your 25
enjoy the ride
I'm 32 and I have no friends, nor do I want any. I hate people.
Im 27 and that's how I feel. I've come to terms with myelf that life is better and easier for me this way.
You just didn't find the right people
I feel like this sometimes too, but then somebody appears with whom we have good chemistry and things and plans are made themselves without effort
I know it is hard to skip through tons of normies but I promise you will find people like you and hanging out with them will be a breeze and much better than isolation, even better than isolation with weed
>>18438344
Could be a chemical or hormone imbalance. I would get some extensive bloodwork done.
>>18438497
i have a genetic mutation which causes anxiety/depression so maybe it's that
>>18438344
>why am i like this?
Because you have depression and social anxiety. Have you seriously not put that together?