It feels like everyone hates me. Especially people that I know. I feel that I'm bothering or maybe annoying someone every time I talk to them or that they don't even want to talk to me, that I'm just a burden to them and the only reason they didn't already asked me to fuck off is pity, because I'm so fucking insecure and pathetic.
How do I understand am I right or wrong? What should I do? And what is most important, how to get rid of these feelings?
>>18428347
Same. Not to hijack but I used to hang out with this group of guys and joke around with them, granted my type of humor is very harsh and offensive to most people, and I found out that they had a group chat dedicated to talking shit about me.
yes I can relate to this and sure, sometimes say thing I later regret. We're only human
Best piece of advice I can give is to not abuse substances because you're uncomfortable in your own skin, that will only make things worse.
>>18428386
Yeah, I kinda know that feel. Sometimes I think that maybe I am the problem. I too have kind of harsh type of humor but I doubt this is the main reason people around me are acting like this, because most of them are pretty aware of what type of person I am and how retarded I could be sometimes.
You need to gain some self-respect. Don't give a fuck when you talk to people, they typically will tell you to back off if you are truly annoying them. If they get annoyed but don't voice their concern then they are pussies that deserve to be annoyed.
>>18428429
I think you're right, that seems like the only real option. But I think I need something like a punch in the face to stop being a stupid ass cunt mumbling incoherent shit while standing embarrassed in front of other people