All, wondering what to do. I am married and spend about 6 hours a week roughly watching porn (usually on the weekends while my wife is doing errands).
It all started with porn hoarding..10GB..20GB..40GB..100GB...Then my viewing habits became more and more extreme (i.e. prolapse porn, piss, rape, fisting). In the last year I've been mostly only watching amateur/HD scat porn. I've paid for some pretty hot girls to shit a hard log and then suck it like a cock.
Last night I may have hit rock bottom, I fucked myself in the ass with a dildo just so that I could tape it and watch the gaping porn thereafter.
Not sure what to do. On the other hand this "hobby" only costs me a few hours a week and a very small % of money relative to my income. Otherwise I am fit, have a good marriage, good sex life, have a very good job, have friends, etc.
Perhaps I wouldn't be as successful if I didn't have my vices, they shaped my personality. I have a dark sense of humor, easy going, not afraid to talk to and approach people, and adventurous. Side-effect of my lifelong hobby of being a sick fuck? Maybe..or..maybe I should quit and use my time better. I feel I shouldn't be watching this stuff but at the same time it hasn't interfered in my life at all. Need help.
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Does your wife not indulge your fetish?
>>18427810
My fetish for gaping, shitting, piss, etc is visual only. I like seeing a girl * which I don't have any attachment to * degrade themself. That's why I like video/pictures. I suppose it would be hot to see a co-worker or someone do the same..i.e. someone that I don't have sympathy for.
In "real life" I have no desire to be in a room filled with shit or piss. Since I care for my wife I also don't want to wreck my wife's asshole or to make her cry. (We do anal but we do it safely).
>>18427793
> I am fit, have a good marriage, good sex life, have a very good job, have friends, etc.
>I fucked myself in the ass with a dildo just so that I could tape it and watch the gaping porn thereafter
Women really have no perception or idea what they are picking. As long as he has money and friends it's a go. Fucking roastie whores, die in a fire, before calling me a virgin I have been through many of your kind and find your acts and games abhorrent.
As for OP: If it doesn't interfere with your life, then what is the problem at hand? You feel like a depraved faggot, is that it? It doesn't matter much unless she finds out. She's probably doing way worse things, in addition to the fact that people jerk off to weird shit they would never get a boner from IRL
> I fucked myself in the ass with a dildo
You're a faggot dude, divorce your wife and go find yourself some big black cock to satisfy you or something
>>18427793
Lol your wife is ugly. 6 hours x 365days x years left in your life. That's how much more valuable porn is to you than your ugly pig loser.
>>18427793
>I fucked myself in the ass with a dildo
Did it hurt? Did you smell the dildo after taking it out of your ass?
damn boys! Get the boat and fishing rods out. We have unlimited bait here!