I feel so terrible, I don't even know why.
I have a job, I'm in education, I have some friends, I'm on good terms with my family.
I feel like everything is worthless, I have no real passions and motivations. I still feel lonely. I'm leading an unhealthy lifestyle. It all hurts so much but I can't get out.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
What's wrong with you, you ask? Isn't it obvious? You need to form lasting bonds with a woman you love and devote yourself to her, and/or your child. You need a focal point. A fulcrum to pivot your life into position, so to speak.
>>18422283
I'm only 20 though. And people my age are fucking dumbasses anyway, including me. I think that it's too early for any serious relationships at this point of life.
>>18422292
And you think wrong, my friend. Listen to yourself, dude. You're making your benchmark for life the lowest common denominators around you. That shit is for the low class to feel OK about being nothing, man. Rise above.
Anyway, it's up to you. Do that or sit around bitching on a Taiwanese plastics molding website forum about how you feel unfulfilled, lol
>>18422276
Leading an unhealthy lifestyle isn't helping. You have to try different things until you find something you're interested in. Try things that involve other people. Try doing charity or community service. Donate some time to needy children. Be a big brother. Some of these things can provide meaning, give you something to do, and have you interact with people.
>>18422298
I learn from my parents mistakes. I technically shouldn't have even existed if the rubber was on.
>>18422303
Will try some of these. Maybe they might assist.