>take long break from bf because not ready
>move few states down with friend because common interests and low costs of living
>wait, no casinos here
>i was in dealer training
>nearest one is two hours away, he thought it was 1
>you have to hold your damn drivers permit here for 6 months no matter how old you are
>classmate from dealer school says teacher really wants me to come back and that they can make it work out for me
>another classmate says he can help set me up with roomies
>mfw I realize I was going to be hired anyway
>mfw I still have enough to go back
>I'm still a resident of that previous state
>mfw 50k/year salary
Fuck should I go back? Roomie would not be happy but at least if I do get that job I can compensate him for the time I wasted
Btw this all happened in the span of a few days. I know I'm a fucking idiot so you don't have to tell me.
Swallow your pride and move back.
>>18421074
That is what I am leaning towards, yes. My orientation for the job was supposed to be this coming monday and Tuesday.
If I can figure out a living situation I should be good.
>>18421117
What part of this indicates that at all?
If you mean by the fact that I ha(d) a male roommate, I barely even touch him at all. No thanks.
>>18420676
why not? the alternative is being in a situation that does absolutely nothing for you just because it would be inconvenient for someone else to find a new roommate.
>>18421141
Yeah, you're right.
>>18421129
i mean the whole "i need a break" bullshit and then
>barely even touch him
suspicion confirmed
>>18421184
I am completely unattracted to that guy. I am not emotionally ready for the extremely serious commitment I was in before. I need time by myself to grow up some.
I am not and will not be interested in men for a very long time.
Looks like I still have the job for sure. Time to get the fuck outta dodge.