I am so fucking lost.
I have no idea what I want, I have no idea what I need, all I know is that I can only feel two things: anger and loneliness, depending of the day.
I didn't feel that anger for like 3 months, and I finaly feel alive, but for how long? How can I keep it going on? I know that once it stops I'm going to fall again in depression, feeling like I'm worthless.
You sir of 4chan, do you know any way to keep it going on forever?
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Accept and continue.
Accept what? I am embracing it, I just want a way to stay this way, to not keep falling back in sadness and loneliness. I have been fighting my way out for 15 years, and now that I finaly achieved something, I want to keep it.
Have you tried drugs?
>>18416870
Not recently, why?
>>18416853
You need to give your self some goals it can be one or more. You need something to look forward too.
>>18417444
Like what? I don't have many friends, I don't share much with people, I don't realy have that much things going in my life.