I am 25 years old and still live at home. I do not have any friends, and barely even talked to a girl in my life. I have crushing social anxiety and a really bad speech impediment. My mom is my life. I would have literally nothing if it wasn't for her. I dont have a real job and never have. Sometimes I do random odd jobs and make like 30 bucks a week, thats it.
She is getting up there in age. I have extreme separation anxiety when I am away from her. I have a panic attack when she just goes to the grocery store alone in fear that something will happen to her. So I have decided that I will off myself when she passes, since I will have nothing left. I have 3 siblings that are all really successful and dont really give a fuck about me. I know that they will all decide to sell her house and I wont even have a place to live.
I have tried getting disability money, but they have denied me 5 times in a row now. There is nothing I can do, im worthless and she is my lifeblood.
OK but this is the board for advice so if you don't want advice then go somewhere else.
how old is ur mum m8?
>>18413393
65, and shes recently started having health issues which has got me thinking about what will happen.
Time to work at McDonald's. Have as much will power possible to work there.
Ok
>>18413379
Hey search Google for a disability lawyer. They'll get your disability approved and take a portion of the backpay owed since you originally applied as their payment so you don't have to pay anything out of pocket.
>>18413379
Hello op, i have easy solution for you:
Become nanny and watch kids of yours siblings. Since they are ok, they will sooner or later have kids. You can watch over them, cook them, clean the hous you know the housework stuff in exchange of not going homeless and hungry.
Just talk to them. It will be ok.
>suicide
Yeah, survival of the fittest. You wont be missed.
>>18413686
>cook them
I don't think cooking their kids will help him, even if it makes for a good meal
>>18413379
>be OP
>post this thread
>proceed to post on r9k about how bad wagecucks have it