diagnose me please

You're normal

Your only fault is you over think everything and have the misconception that you're different than everyone else.

Pro tip: You're the same as everyone else.

>>18403136
>You're the same as everyone else
I wouldn't go that far. Losing jobs and friends constantly may be 4chan normal, but it isn't normal.

OP may have a medical issue worth looking into with a doctor or psychiatrist.

>>18403136
Youre a faggot deal with it
>implying this isnt what you wanted to hear

>>18403136
>temporary social retardation that I can physically feel
How would you describe this feeling? It might help to have a description of the thought processes you experience and behaviors you exhibit when you have social perception compared to when you are lacking social perception.

Could you give an example of the social retardation in action? Please be as complete as you can. The info you have so far provided doesn't really point to any indication of mental or personality disorder, though you have hinted at an inconsistency of behavior between the states of having social perception vs. lacking social perception. It might help to give an example of a real series of events that took a good friendship/job and ended it.

What you have is called "faggotry." It can be cured getting a pair.

>>18403136
Sounds like some kind of depression.