My long distance online gf of about a year died from cancer. I didn't realize until she was gone just how much I relied on her. We talked every day, and she's the only friend I have had for a long time. I'm fat, unattractive and socially awkward, so getting lucky and finding a girl who would willingly speak to me was pure luck, and I'll almost definitely never get another girlfriend. How should I cope with this?
>>18400704
Sorry for your loss. Talk about it until you get over it. Fat people get girlfriends as well, everybody does. Maybe you can think about whether you only get close to people who suffer, whether it is a repetitive behaviour and what it tells about you.
>>18400714
What do you mean by "get close to people who suffer"?
>>18400704
Find another friend to talk to so it'll get your mind off of her. Seriously do you just want someone to talk to rn?
>>18400719
Idk. I'm really not good at interacting with people, I just feel awful right now.
>>18400724
Ok then, i honestly feel bad because something similar happened with me. You just wanna talk? Nothing super serious, just on kik, you could make a throw away account. You dont have to, i just feel bad.
>>18400704
shit i'm sorry for your loss OP i can't imagine what you're going through :(
>>18400726
Sure, I have a kik
>>18400729
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