SUICIDE FOR BLUE BALLS

>>18394962
Seriously? Killing yourself because you get no pussy? Dude ffs if you're going to an hero, at least have a good reason.
That being said don't. If sex is really the crux of suicidal tendencies then pony up for an escort or something. Hit Craigslist whatever just don't be so retarded you kill yourself over a dry spell

>>18394975


Pic related. I'm not sure how I would live with myself for paying for sex. I'm not that rich to pony up for an escort. Nor would I want to.

>>18394994
Again, craigslist then. If your ego is so dead you want to actually die then whats the point in crying over your clearly fucked pride?
Also prostitutes are usually not 100 an hour

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Damn, Opie. Shit has gotten that bad, huh?

I feel more or less the same. Though I'm less hung up on the sexual part than on the lack of affection in general.

>>18395041
It's just that I can't deal with not being able to get laid anymore. It's the only thing that's being hung over my head that I'm having a hard time fixing.

>>18394962
>Do you guys know anyone that has ever killed themselves for not being able to get laid

yes, on r9k and adv

>>18394962

Kinda

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christine_Chubbuck

Until not log ago I had this plan myself: Kissless, dateless virgin, been working since 23 and have somewhat nice savings since live with my parents. If I reach 30 yo and haven't managed to advance with women, I'd leave my job, leave half my savings for my brother and use the other half to travel around the world; if I run out of money and haven't meet anyone while travelling, I'll just end it wherever I am at that moment.

I currently have 2 months left until 30, and I've decided not doing it, my brother is having a baby and want to meet my nephew, I'm trying to get an higher paying job and trying moving out of my parents', working out, no fap, cooking classes, etc... I kinda feel this is my last shot, so I might revisit the idea in 1-2 years if this doesn't work at all

>>18394975

I don't know about OP, but for me it isn't only sex, its intimacy, love and companionship. Going to an escort won't fix that. For me, loneliness is the worst feeling ever, you are constantly telling yourself "no one is ever going to love you". You can have a normal-ish social life, friends, job, etc... even people can find you funny, intelligent and helpful, but you can't connect with anyone at deeper level or every girl you like has a bf, you obsess about it, and it eats every second of your life. Its really daunting

>>18395045

I feel that, homie. Overwhelming social rejection is killing me right now. All I think about is how easy it would be to end it with a gun to my mouth.

>>18395053
Indeed. Sometimes, especially after a bad break up or a case of oneitis, you feel unlovable. But that's not true, no one really is. Even the most shit people can find someone surprisingly enough.
Its a matter of self confidence. If it is just sex then sure a hooker would work but for affection, I think OP might need to love themselves a bit first.

>>18395065
>no one really is
Oh boy if you knew

>>18395067
Oh boy I do don't even give me that shit. I'm 5'0 225 lbs and have the personality of a really fucking pissed off rat. For years I thought I'd die alone but someone reached out to me. I'm 5 years into a great relationship and going to propose soon. If I can do it you can.

>>18394962
ugh fuck i just came to post a pic of elliot and go but i guess not

>>18395053

This entire post. You've encapsulated all of my feelings that i'm battling. I stopped masturbating a few months ago and I'm starting to work out again myself. But there's this deep emptiness that still lies within.

Her movie was great by the way. I briefly met the actress who played her. She's an angel.

INB4 get a hobby. I'm a filmmaker, writer, and Photographer, even those things lost its luster to me after while.

>>18394962
Have you ever wondered the meaning behind calling virgins, wizards?

>>18395092

Not OP, but as a new wizard...yes, I have pondered the meaning.

>>18395073
>someone reached out to me
Literally how the fuck does that happen

>>18395140
I don't fucking know amazingly it turns out women also have emotions

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>>18395053

OP here. It's interesting that you mention traveling the world. I just came back from the Cannes film festival a few weeks ago. It was there that two girls actually showed interested me in for the first time in a very long time. This should've been it. I was a continent away from my comfort zone, away from people who knew who I was, but I still blew it. I wanted to jump off my seventh floor balcony into the french riviera every day.

I thought I was miles away from my troubles, I was wrong. One of the worst feelings is being in one of the most beautiful places in the world, but having your depression trap you down, and make it meaningless. I was in the same room as Spike Lee and Roger Guenveur Smith. I should've been ecstatic, I should've had my phone out so I could stunt on all of my friends back home. But I could not for the life of me give a fuck. Depression, lack of confidence, and self loathing will beat the living shit out of you and take away everything that matters.

So by all means, mate, you should travel. It's awesome. Just be aware that you'll never be able to escape yourself, and no matter where you are you'll still have to deal with the man in the mirror.

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>>18395146
I've never heard of girls making the first move unless you're really attractive though.

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>>18395170

OP here. It's a brave new world, my guy. Girls can do whatever they want, gender norms aside. I know a few girls that have asked out their SO's themselves and they don't regret doing so.

>>18395178
Well that should give me hope but it doesn't

>>18395170
Well I'm ugly as sin and she did so think of it as you will

>>18395183
>>18395183
Do you really think that you look THATS chips?

Picture please.

>>18395169

This made me chuckle, and it's all I've listened to for the past month and a half. Thanks, man. Nice one.

My brothers friend wants to die. He's a sexless virgin at 22. I don;t really understand it, though. He's tall (touching 6'2) and looks like a poor man's Michael B. Jordan.

>>18395147

Yeah, I love travelling, but I'm not brave enough to do it alone and cannot convince friends and family to go everywhere I want, shit sucks

And you know what's funny? I always liked the man in the mirror, the only thing that I did not like about myself was that I was alone. I'm praying that learning to be myself, keeping women out of the equation can lead to some happiness

>>18395239
I'm really happy that you like yourself. I know I don't, but at least you enjoy the person who's got you this far. As for traveling, just do it on your own. It may suck if you have depression, but traveling solo has so many personal perks.

Not only are you by yourself, you are self navigating. You are honing your internal compass that allows you to navigate without needing a second person. This is great for enhancing problem solving skills that help you in life. You learn a lot about yourself when you figure out how to get from A to B in a country you've never been to, nor do you speak the language of.

>>18395129

Opie here. Nope, never understood it. Is it because their lack of sex and semen held in has allowed them to transcend our mortal realm of knowledge, or some dumb shit like that?

>>18395256

You really seem like a cool guy; I know sadness can be somewhat addictive, but I'm sure there'll come a day soon where you'll find your reason to love yourself, keep going bro

>>18395391
Thanks, man. This means magnitudes.