How to deal with suicidal urges?

Your situation seems a bit too complex for me to be able to make a constructive comment, but I have come to the conclusion THAT maybe you could talk to me elsewhere? Another medium. I'm not much of an interesting character, but I'll be there to vent to. I to, want to be able to cease thinking entirely, so we have something in common there.

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>>18390754
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>>18390754
you can't live a miserable life because of the people around you, fuck that shit and do what makes you happy, bro. why did you become suicidal at 13? do the shit that 13 yr old you would've wanted to do, and see a therapist, say no to meds though.

>>18390754
Anon, you need to talk to a professional. If you've been having suicidal ideation since you were 13 and it's getting worse, it's likely that you've got some legit mental health issues that you need to address with a therapist or possibly go on medication for. Don't worry about it. Don't feel like you just have to suck it up and deal with it. People need help sometimes, just like you need to go to the doctor sometimes when you're sick.

I know how you feel and it can get better, even if it feels like it can't. In the meantime, just take care of yourself as best you can. As long as you've showered, fed yourself, and slept, you're doing okay. The rest can come a little bit at a time.

>>18390754
First: remember that suicide is the most cowardly thing a human being can do. It just means that you've given up on challenges that life gave you. Don't just admit being a pussy, do something about it. Which is, in this case, starting with getting a doctor.
Second: get a doctor, mate.

yeah go to a doctor OP

i got on zoloft for similar reasons and it has helped me immensely
hasn't been perfect though, i have had a couple spells of suicidal ideation since i started

>>18392349
cont. - but feeling suicidal for a few hours is a lot better than feeling suicidal all day every day so

Please take acid OP.
It'll change your perspective on everything.
Do research on it first, deep research in the break room while you're flipping pizzas

>>18393468
I've done acid twice and it didn't change my perspective. Then again, I snapped out of my depression with dxm, so maybe I'm all perspective'd out

>>18393476
Forgot to mention I'm not OP lol

But OP, you probably should look into psychedelics. There's been studies on using low doses of psychedelics to help augment therapy and really help people do some healing. Some of the shit is super cool to read about