sexual awakening

>>18389828
I started jerking off at 13
got my first blow job at 16
had sex at 19
had first gf and lots of sex at 21


mostly porn is how I figured out what I like until I was 27 and dated a girl and we did lots of kinky butt stuff..
now i like butt stuff

and my new gf, who is a major upgrade in all ways (physically, emotionally, intellectually), also loves butt stuff!!!! i'm in love

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>>18389828
>15
>somehow manage to be awkward but a social butterfly at the same time
>at some school dance I didnt really want to go to, youve seen one youve seen em all
>jocks acting obnoxious, kids to nervous to dance, everyone in their cliques
>see this one girl I sort of know, emo goth type, doesnt have many friends and I ive heard her speak literally like twice
>sitting by herself at a table, playing on some game
>think to myself, thats not right, everybody deserves to have a friend
>sit with her and try to start a conversation
>ask why shes over here alone
>"I dunno"
>"well, come sit with us at least"
>"why do you care"
>cant think of a good answer besides "because you shouldnt have to sit by yourself"
>she pauses a moment, then grabs me by the shirt collar and violently kisses me hard
>old hippie science teacher who was too chill for his job sees and high fives me after
been into goth girls ever since

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>watch this episode of even Stevens as a young child
>makes my dick feel funny
>spend a few years thinking im gay
>finally suck it it, when my sister isnt home I sneak into her room and dress myself as a girl
>makeup, dress, shoes, everything
>look at myself in the mirror, dont feel anything accept ridiculous
>go to change, can reach the zipper of the dress to get out
>panic, try for 30 minutes but no luck
>dont want anyone in the family to see me, I call one of her friends that lived up the street to come over and hurry
>she walks in, sees me and doubles over with laughter
>I try to explain that its just a stunt for halloween (7 months away), like a joke and please dont tell anybody
>she starts taking picutres of me, says she'll keep it as blackmail and wont tell anybody, but she wants to dress me up more
>spend an hour getting made up again wit new dresses and makeup
>now I get a erection
>she looks at the wall, talks to me trying to keep a straight face
"Ok..ok..noow you can change and I promise I wont tell anybody"
and thats how I found out im into femdom

I realized I like sucking dick as well as fucking chicks.

>>18389828
I looked at a bunch of porn DVD covers at a video store when I was really young and it definitely damaged me. I was predatory to kids my age and made horrifically inappropriate comments all through childhood. Started masturbating at 7, anally at 12. Still a virgin at 19 but I now realize how fucked my views of sex are and how creepy I made myself look and am slowly reeling myself in.

Dunno I just like beautiful women, japanese women, sex with someone while mutually in love.

My gf is Japanese, makes me fuck shpee hard if she starts begging me and calling me senpai. Dunno why but it's like so fucking hot.

>>18389919
>femdom
That could have ended a lot worse