Regrets

Up here :
I had the same crush on this girl since I moved to that school my sophomore year(she was actually the first person I met there). One of my more intimate relationships with girls (most people in that school thought I was the shy weirdo ), we would talk in the halls, in class, and we bumped into places sometimes, but I never had the balls to ask her out, since no matter how many times I imagined me asking her out, it wouldn't work out, (I'm kinda fat, and have a lisp). I'm honestly confused about this she asked me if I had seen this movie in theaters and that I should had watched it, instead of going to class she bailed with me to go the library, and she said some good came out of it. In short I could consider her a female friend, but I never did anything of note, and we eventually went to different classes, with that we stopped talking, we didn't kik each other anymore, and when we did talk it was much more forced, so I just gave up , and decided that she was just being friendly

Continue:
I want to move on from how I feel right now, but there's an issue. She's going to the same university as me, so should I at least to be her friend, since she was pretty much the only female friend I had or just not see her all together ?

Sorry that it sounds like I'm just rambling (cause I am ), it's just that I'm the type that usually keeps these things bottled up, and I thought I could try something new for a change

>>18386871
I mean it sounds like she's a nice person so she might be open to being friends in uni as long as you're not like a total drag and don't rely on her to be your only friend or be clingy or anything

>>18386895
Yeah, I'll take that (^__^), thanks anon

>>18386837
>I didn't want it to make it look like I was going out of my way to talk to her

Don't do this, be upfront with how you feel. You will find your people, and everyone will respect you.