>Depression

>>18382583
does your new school have a guidance counselor you can talk to? based on what you described I went through the exact same stuff except for the dead grandma.
my mom wasn't able to afford therapy or even willing but the school guidance counselor was able to find one who would see me for free.

>>18382592
yah but shes fake bitch

Seek professional help. Sounds like a perfect recipe for a disaster unless you proactively handle your shit.

>underaged and b&

I suggest staying away from drugs if you use them as a means of coping for your sadness. All you're doing is relying on a substance to deal with emotions instead of facing them.

As for dealing with your friends, it doesn't matter since they don't find it a priority in life to visit you. If you're not an autist, then you have the opportunity to make new friends at your new school. If you really like your girlfriend and she shares mutual feelings, then you'll try to make it work. The distance can be hard, but if you feel close enough, then I'd suggest confiding in her with your current depression.

With your family, that's a different situation. Your mom just doesn't seem to care and there's not much you can actually do with that.

Shit advice but take it as you will

>>18382610
well i justmoved here last this year and i have made friends

>>18382610
>>18382598
>>18382592
well thx any way

Get off of the drugs and find a counselor or somebody to confide. Remember, nothing is permanent and neither is this situation. In two years you can move out.

Unfortunately, your situation is all too common. You have a mother that is more interested in herself than your wellbeing. You suffer for that. There isn't anything you can do about that. If you're ever a parent, don't make the same mistakes.
Try to make new friends and get involved in some kind of activities at school. Staying busy keeps your mind off of your issues. Best of luck and be strong.