I posted this over at LGBT to but I want to see what y'all say
So I can't decide if I'm trans/agp or maybe just straight or whatever . The problem is I love being a man and doing manly stuff/ I even joined the rotc. but I also find my self haveing a strong desire to be cute girl as well and wear makeup and such. I also remember when I was young I started watching porn at a young age like 6-7 and I didn't know I could masturbate so I experimented with anal because that's what I saw the girls doing on porn and ever since then I can't get it out of my head now. Also I remember a couple incidents when I was younger before porn that sound pretty gender dysphoriaish now hat I think about. Furthermore I have devolved a crazy feminization desire I don't know what I am and I really don't want to do the military if I transition. Also could this be because I'm a lossless virgin. Like I think girls are super how and love them but I also find myself wanting a man to take me as well. Does anyone have any advice on what I might be??? I can elaborate if need be!
Pic is of me
A fag
You are a straight man with a fetish known as autogynephilia. Don't do anything irreversible.
Sounds like you're just bi
>>18379184
Bisexual
>>18379279
>>18379275
But I don't like the idea being a man (looking llle a man) if im with a guy
>>18379184
Frankly you're either a male (XY) or female (XX).
I'd say that you're a gender neutral pansexual.
>>18379247
This
I'm the same op. If there was a easy way back and forth I'd take it without a second tought. I'd love to have a pussy and feel how it pulses with every new orgasm. But since it's impossible (transitioning will only give you a rekt dick), I'm totally good as a guy.
Explore it as a fetish and be done with it. Tbh I'm mostly done with it myself, I still have the curiosity but it doesn't turn me on as it did when I was a virgin like you.
>>18379184
Sounds like you're stupid.
You're a person and your name is Anakin!
>>18379184
Read this in full https://aeon.co/essays/the-idea-that-gender-is-a-spectrum-is-a-new-gender-prison
The label you're looking for won't set you free, it'll just constrict you further and do more harm than good. Since you posted in /lgbt/ I'm sure you've seen what well-rounded individuals those who do label themselves become. Do what you like, avoid mutilating yourself (because it's just dumb on all levels), and don't worry about it so much.