>31
>Got divorced last year married in 08
>Friends knew since 2014 she was cheating didn't say shit
>Had a few romantic flings since
>Broke contact with old friends
These past two weeks have been hell, gym and work aren't helping any more. Just lows in general, random thoughts of 'I should have offed myself after getting out of the military in 09'. 'those 8 years were for nothing'
>>18376167
>>Friends knew since 2014 she was cheating didn't say shit
goddamn, this is the worst. its expected your whore wife cannot be loyal but to have your friends in on the deception. glad you cut them all out and would suggest a change of location. I moved to a new city 800 miles away and made new friends, new job and new place. It took awhile and was lonely at times but that was preferable to association with horrible people.
>>18376177
Kind of stuck here, my job's pretty good. I don't encounter her or the shit heads. She moved two towns away with her NEET who's mom pays their rent, the friends moved a state away a few months back. I dunno if it's just subconscious because that year mark is coming up or what
I can relate to so much of this, I am panicking right now because I have reached out to everyone I know and I feel like my depression is just making everyone mad at me. They all say to just go to the doctor but we can't find one that takes my insurance and I know they're useless anyway and the pills aren't going to do much either. My life is going to be a massive uphill struggle against depression for the rest of my life, it's going to drive everyone away and I can't think about anything but suicide.
>>18376193
probably but sounds to me you're in a good place otherwise.
>>18376167
Your friends are jerks and probably fucked or she didn't let them...go get you a top notch Backpage how for the night she should make you feel better