Is it worrying that I'm not concerned about pursuing a career anymore?
I studied graphic design for 2+ years and dropped out a couple of months after I got my first job. This year I switched to CS and just abandoned at the sight of the first obstacle (I was lacking the time to do my math homework, kek)
Above all, I lack motivation. I can't see how this effort is going to pay off. I don't mind studying if I had the rest of the day for myself. But studying+working feels like being dead inside. I feel some guilt because uni is 100% free in my country.
>>18375454
welcome to the 21st century
>>18375454
>I feel some guilt because uni is 100% free in my country.
then why are you working so much? can you not live at home anymore? or take part-time? or save up money working in the summer to pay for rent during the school semester?
what country do you live in op?
>>18375470
I'm currently working part time (6 hs, mon-sat) and I live at home.
I basically took the job because it rained on me and because my mother kept bitching about other people my age and younger having jobs.
They say they'd support me if I quit mine and focus on a career, but it doesn't seem right to go back to my 'old life' anymore, especially if it's going to take more than a couple of years. That would feel like a bigger failure.
Most of you must be thinking I'm an entitled faggot with plenty of opportunities. I just can't see a "goal" of any kind, I don't feel there's anything worth striving for. I think I'd be ok just not starving and owning my own house at some point in the future (I've saved everything I've earned this year for this purpose). I fantasize about living off the grid in a small village.
>>18375484
Argentina
>>18375454
>studying+working feels like being dead inside
>I basically took the job because it rained on me and because my mother kept bitching about other people my age and younger having jobs.
>can't see a "goal" of any kind, I don't feel there's anything worth striving for. I think I'd be ok just not starving and owning my own house at some point in the future
Same as me. Can confirm it's pure misery. I can see the end of the line already with all the finals I'm failing due to lack of motivation to study. I just want it to be over.
Life in general is not interesting anymore.