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Growing up through the stages of adolescence I was ignorant. I was raised in a christian single mother household. I had shit grades and was bullied. Even though my entire high school experience was horrifying, I kept this idea in the back of my mind that I was worth something. Through all the fights I had, all of the dirty looks I would get and all the teachers that didn't want to deal with me, I believed that I would be someone strong. I believed I would be intelligent and untouchable.
Time has passed since then and i'm about to be 26. Things seem to be slowly becoming more and more unimportant. I don't see the point in anything anymore. My previous goals for life became bleak the more I learned about them. I feel alive through escapism and dead and lethargic outside of it. The kind of partner I want sounds like a pipe dream. They don't exist and I have standards that make zero sense as people don't date down in reality. I realized how animalistic and primitive people still are. I want to be alone to focus on studies but also want to be with someone which makes me realize that I am in fact just like them.
People make me sick. I make myself sick. I am starting to see why some people might kill themselves or others.
This is as vague as it gets but What's the point? Why push on?
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>>18360787
>This is as vague as it gets but What's the point? Why push on?
Fucked if I know, and 4chan won't help you. All they can give you is fortune-cookie advice.
Sleep is literally the only respite you will get from the world.
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There is nothing to save you from this. Life is shit. Learn to live with it, or neck yourself.
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>>18360787
>What's the point? Why push on?
Killing myself would cause my family (who I do care a lot about) to suffer. I'm afraid that's all I've got though. I'm never having kids, bringing a person into existence without their consent just to suffer and die is cruel.
But you say your goals feel distant, it's not too late to put yourself back on track towards them. I'm 28 and I went back to school to finish my BA in January, it's been going very well so far. I'm studying things that really interest me.
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>>18360787
>People make me sick. I make myself sick. I am starting to see why some people might kill themselves or others.
Why do you care so much?
Even if everyone is just an asshole and life is suffering so what? Why are you so angry about how the world is?
Life doesn't own you anything. Life doesn't have to make you happy. Stop telling your life how it should be and live with what it is. Just let go.
Enjoy what you can as long as you have it and see that at the same time there will be things that aren't the way you like them to be.
And stop being surprised and made upset by the fact that everything is always changing. Even tho you always tell yourself "This is it. I will never feel happy again!" or "I will never embarrase myself again" or "I will never let anyone get close to me again" you will feel sad and angry and happy and embarrassed and scared and peaceful many many many times in your life.
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>>18360967
>Even if everyone is just an asshole and life is suffering so what?
Really anon? He was brought into this world against his will, made to suffer and will eventually die. But if he's unhappy he can't even kill himself without hurting others, which would be unfair. And all you can say is so what?
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>>18360967
Case-in-point OP.
A whole lotta words to say absolutely nothing at all.
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>>18360985
>But if he's unhappy he can't even kill himself without hurting others, which would be unfair. And all you can say is so what?
That is unfair. So? Again life doesn't have to be fair. Existence can be whatever it feels like being. Being angry doesn't help it.
If you want to kill yourself go ahead. It will hurt your family sure but they were the ones that put you in the unfair situation. And as for those who's fault it wasn't their life is unfair too already it's not like you're changing anything.
You can act selfishly. You can do bad things.
>>18360990
>Case-in-point OP.
case-in-point of what?
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>>18361017
>case-in-point of what?
Of saying absolutely nothing while acting like you said something of worth.
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>>18361043
Was that mentioned in this thread before...? Just saying "oh here's an example" without any connection is weird.
And I did have a point: My point was there isn't really a point to life nor there has to be one. You can keep going just for the hell of it.
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>>18360787
There at least 5 thread of this a day and none of them get solved. They always fucking taper off.
There should be a painless suicide tutorial stickied on the catalog.
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I cannot hold anyone's interest for more than 3 minutes.
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