Sorry for the long post, please read, thank you :)

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You're clearly not mature enough for a real relationship but somehow got lucky enough to find a nice girl only to lose her again like a spoiled child.

Hopefully this experience has taught you something about how to treat other people.

>>18341865
I sat and down and realised all of my mistakes and I wanted to become better not just for her but for my self too. I just want an other chance to prove it to her!!!!

>>18341874
I'm not telling you to give her up but go find another girl. She knows your nature now and isn't coming back. Get over it and move on. She wasn't perfect either, and as you improve yourself you will notice the cracks in her china.

T. Guy in the same exact boat. It's supposed to be this way

>>18341874
You have to accept that she is gone because of your bad behaviour.
Try and look for a new girl if you got the need and treat her better than your first.

>>18341887
True she wasn't perfect either but I didn't talk about her flaws. But damn I don't want an other girl, I had so many dreams with her and plans. Seriously. I want her, no one else.

How old are you, OP?
No need to lie, we're all anon in here.

>>18341888
I don't want an other girl dude, I just want to make things better, it's simple enough, I'm not a gobling, as soon as I broke up two girls confessed but I don't even give a fuck about other girls right now, I can't even look at them. Do you understand?

>>18341897
I sound 16, pathetic right? I'm 19.

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>>18341902
I believe you.

>>18341874
>I just want an other chance to prove it to her!!!!
I want you to think about this sentence very carefully, and then consider whether what you want is another chance with her (because she's so great and you love her so much) or merely to prove that you've changed and become better to redeem yourself (which is purely narcissistic bullshit). Think very carefully.

>>18341907
I want to FUCK her.

>>18341907
I'm not egoistic, I just want her back man because I love her with all my heart, I never intended to loose her, as I said she was my everything, this has nothing to do about my insecurities or being narcissistic, it's just pure love, I don't know if I can't explain it any better.

>>18341910
Not OP.

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>>18341899
you need to grow up. stop trying to rush back into someone's life when your personality is such a train wreck. figure out why you're so insecure and controlling and maybe consider fixing that. it's been two weeks according to your post. you haven't changed.

i am telling you this as someone who's gone through the same thing. you're still gonna do whatever you want to do, but i suggest you let the dust settle and reevaluate things after a couple months have passed.

>>18341911
You can't explain it any better because your explanation consists of weak excuses.

You guys give no second chances huh? I understand. Thank you everyone, I might sit down and think some more, I feel like I've changed but maybe I'm lying to my self. It's just that I can't imagine my life without her, but I suppose that's normal since she was my first love. Anyway thanks for your time everyone.

>>18341936
Second chances are earned, not given, and people don't become different people in two weeks. Think again about that sentence,
>I can't imagine my life without her
That's still just all about you. Learn from the experience and do better next time, it's all you can do.

>>18341936
>I feel like I've changed
You change when you are able to act differently without forcing yourself to do so, not when you have different thoughts that don't impact shit.